you call it madness, i call it love

all thanks to college.
my schedule is not that tight. lotsa free time and all, but i've lotsa assignments and it's killing me. i'm practically married to college. argh. this is not right.

sorry for the lack of updates. been extremely busy as always. one month to go and i'm done with S3T1 :)

last week i had a major breakdown. like super sedih kind of a breakdown. gila sad case. but thanks to my bestie Dee, i'm all good now. i love you babe! mwah! mwah!

and i soooooo love my boyfriend! my ultimate happiness! :D :D and i'm so so sorry for being too emotional, too moody and all that for the past few days. thank you for bersabar-ing tahap gaban with me. i sayang you!
i'd like you to know that you complete me and i'm happy, blissfully happy.

alhamdullilah :)

well my S3T1 schedule is awesome! on monday and wednesday i'm free after 1pm. on tuesday and thursday i'll be fcuking busy. friday, no class. saturday and sunday, TOTAL FREEDOM! yayyyy!

so far, so good. i'm loving the old building cos new building sucks. BECAUSE you know why la kan.

i don't know what to write lah. hmm.. bosan.

i miss my sister!

Sha: Can I have one mashed potato, an apple pie, and chicken tenders.

*Cashier (F) was having problems with the cash register and calls for help*

Senior (M): Kan aku dah ajar dah? Kau buat silap lagi, siap kau!

Shi: Mak, garang kot?
Sha: *giggles*

A few minutes later...

Sha: Where's my mashed potato?
Cashier (F): Oh you ada order ker?
Sha: Yeah, never mind lah. I'll let my friend order for me.

I got in line.

Shi: Mashed potato SATU, and set 12.
Cashier (F): RM9.00 please.

*Cashier (F) lemah lembut-ly put everything on the tray*
*Cashier (F) didn't realize that set 12 was RM11.00*
*Shi LOL'd inside*

Shi: Uhh, mashed potato?
Cashier (F): Oh you ada order ker? Saya tak key in.
Shi: ... Never mind, new order. Mashed potato.

*Cashier (F) handed a cup of mashed potato.. yang cair?

Shi: Sha kuah apa nih lol?
Sha: Wtf? *Gelak cover*
Shi: Umm, I nak receipt for both orders tadi.

*Cashier (F) handed two receipts for the mashed potato?!*
*Shi & Sha walked off to find seats kerana tak tahan gelak*
*Waited for Nin + Tom for 10 mins for their orders*

Sha: Lamanya! Na cer teker ni apa?
Nin: Lol wtf? Ape tuh?
Sha: Mashed potato.
Nin: LOL!
Tom: Haaa?
Sha: Isk I nak complain la, nak mintak MASHED POTATO!
Shi: AHahahhaha
Nin: Haha hari ni Hari Complaint Shasha!

*A few minutes later*

Sha: I dah suruh cashier lelaki tu dtg bila dah siap.

*A few seconds later*

Tom: Aik, I order Mushroom Swiss.
Sha: Haha meh i gi tukar burger you.
Tom: Minah tu noob ah.
Shi: Lol tu ah sal.

*Sha came back*

Sha: Haha korang lucky sial, manager dia ganti dengan Double Mushroom.
Nin: Woah lol sure dia bengang dgn minah tu.
Sha: Agak ar.

* Watched Cashier (F) sweeping and cleaning tables.*
Why didn't the manager let her do the cleaning instead of taking people's orders?

Shi: Wey I nak refill. Korang nak ak?
Sha: Ha refill semua skali, kitorang nak Coke!

Shi: Excuse me, bang nak refill pl0x. And mashed potato tadi dah siap blum?
Cashier (M): Um snanyer, takde mashed potato. Nak tukar dgn apple pie?
Shi: Ek ele tak cakap awal². My friend baru makan apple pie kot tadi?

*Returned back to seat*

Sha: Oi, asal I punya Vanilla Coke?
Nin: Hahahaha
Sha: Dia dah tension sengat dgn minah tu kot? I kerja Friday's dulu pon takde la bengap lol!
Shi: Oh Shasha..  Snanyer takde mashed potato wahahaha!

Moral: Don't piss Shasha off... especially bila dia tgh mengidam mashed potato. Serious.

Went out with my susah-dan-senang bestie just now! dee thought apis called her so we went to selayang, dah sampai selayang baru tau it wasn't apis, so we called selva and lepaked with him and his friend; naga, for a bit. and the rest is history. lol.

mario, sorry la tak datang your show.

nicky, congratulations man. i'm proud of you!

AND I AM IN LOVE WITH MY TWENTYSIX!

oh. he sent me a message. he wants to see me. should I or shouldn't I?

....................... my sister is sleeping in my room and i'm going to sleep in her room. dia suka katil saya, saya suka bilik dia. yaayayayayaaaaaaaaaa kami giler.

ps : ADA ORANG TAK SEDAR DIRI!

it's fasting month. penat puasa. internet connection tiba tiba nak jadi gila last week. omg, rasa ketinggalan zaman gila. but whatever lah.

to dee : babe, i'm so proud of you. at last you managed to finish your final project (dengan attitude "fuck everything" kau tu). jangan nangis² dengan aku lagi k? you know i can never handle orang melalak ni. hahaha but i love you babe. if you ever need anything (selain daripada duit sebab aku sendiri kering/pokai/sengket gila), just call me. or text me then i'll call you. macam tak biasa la kan? I LOVE YOU BESTIE!

to shannon : dear i'm so so sorry for not being there for the past weeks. i busy gila dengan final projects, presentations, assignments and other commitments sampai i can't talk to you on the phone. I AM SO SORRY. you don't know how guilty i am right now. sooooooooooooooorry sangat k?

to carmen : thank you for everything that you've done for me. send my regards to karu and your mum.

last but not least.....................................

to my sister : HAPPY DUA PULUH LIMA TAHUN! dah besar tapi masih kecik, dah tua tapi masih muda. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! semoga anda cepat kahwin dan dapat anak sepuluh. yay! dah doakanlah semoga saya dimurahkan rezeki kerana saya sentiasa mendoakan anda cepat kahwin! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee LOVE YOU LONG TIME!

orang bila puasa, makin kurus, kurang buat jahat, dapat pahala.
aku bila puasa, makin SIHAT, makin "BAIK", countless dosa.
APA NAK JADI NI?

you know apa yang cannot go gila?
that you think everything is okay again.
HARAPAN AH!

so today, me go teman-ing dee shooting in my college and everything was great until this particular moment, which i really malas nak explain dengan lebih lanjut, menghancurkan everything. and i think, adi and nizam memang suey. serupa perangai, serupa muka, serupa gila, tapi tak serupa gay. lols. they're not gay anyways. sape suka gays sial?

anywaaaaaaaaaaay, after we sent ike, aina and carmen balik, me apis and dee went to bb to fetch lee. and then we went to williams. yums. thanks lee for the dinner. you handsome sampai first day of puasa.

ps : jangan harap benda yang aku panggil harapan. sailap ah kan. OH one more thing, ini untuk tatapan semua orang ah. JANGAN STALK ORANG. kalau "okay" takpe. hmmm, paling ah kan.

saya budget semua orang tak faham entry ni.
tapi takpe. ini adalah entry paling tersirat. lols.

guess la.

jangan terasa lebih please.
sebab semua orang zaman skarang ni, suka terasa lepastu buat citer bom bom.
MEMANG TAK BOLEH BLAAAAAAAAAA!

i'm chatting with alex right now. fuck, i miss that bitch!

so guess what happened today? SOMETHING SUPER FUNNY!
i really don't wanna talk about it because i'm nice. unlike some people... kan?
yeah right.
actually, I AM going to talk about it.
but,
not here.
not now.
because i am nice.
FUCKING NICE!

today, is the first time i saw nicky, carmen, zach and mario again after god-knows-dah-berapa-hari-tak-jumpa. and mario's gf tagged along with him too. she's sweet. very lovely girl. and i am serious about it.

i miss them so much. i've been really busy sampai pergi college pun, i didn't have the time to go lepak or see them. not for a second. busy ke tak tuuu. weeeeee but i'm glad that, THAT final project is over and done with. phew~

my dad fetched me from college. then we dropped by home kejap cos i wanted to change, and my mum and my brother wanted to follow us go jalan jalan. had dinner in SS6 then went to sec 14 to buy some stuffs. went back home and zzzzzzzzzz. woke up, mandi, and here i am.

nak tido balik la.

monday : went to college. kena taruk with angie because i didn't finish my stuffs on time. my bad la kan. wasn't in my best mood so i called my dad and went off. then balik rumah i slept for a lil while. then dee came over. apa lagi, subang ria la kan. lepas tu buat kerja sampai lebam. tak tidur.

tuesday : sudah dua puluh tahun. supposedly i've no class on tuesday and since it was my birthday i've decided to lepak in the rumah and buat kerja but angie just had to ruin it all so.... went to college. buat printing, then felt like gila gila punya kind of pressure so i called my dad and he fetched me, went straight to ou for lunch. nando's tibe² tak sedap. then gi jumpa dentist. lepastu balik rumah, buat kerja, buat printing, datang college, buat kerja, buat printing, jumpa angie and finally she approved my stuffs. phew~ went back home. ingat boleh tinton skejap tapi dee sampai awal. dee, apis, lee, adi and birthday girl went to williams. makan, lepak, rokok. balik buat kerja then i can't take it anymore so i slept at about 4ish.

wednesday : baru tidur berapa kerat je, my mum woke me up at 5am. buat last minute kerja, went to college sebab kena meet up kat sana before gi Ikea for presentation. i was super nervous man. presentation got delayed. bla bla bla. they like my stuffs. yay. habis at about 3ish like that.. went back to college. had lunch at kfc with esther. zul balik sebab penat gila. my parents fetched me, balik rumah ingat nak tidur sekali dee called. perghhhhhhh. gayut jap. called lee, dia tanak lepak. ada hal. ntah pape. called adi, he was sleeping at that time tapi sempat jadi sengal. i said "hello?" he replied "hello, shasha ada?". bebal tak bebal tu? then at last keluar dengan dee je. boleh pulak lee called cakap dia kat klcc. yada yada. went to klcc, lepak jap. keluar je klcc, kiteorang keluar masuk kl. bengap kan. last² gi mosin.

HARI NI, BARU JE BALIK FROM MOSIN!

dee, welcome to vox.

tuesday = my birthday.

rabu = presentation.

kerja dah siap ke? almost. ALMOST.